Fat fat fat fat fucking fat, fucking stupid, fucking disgusting. I don't even know what to do about this. I just... It came on so suddenly today. Like I got hit by a mack truck of self loathing, bam, here I am stuck with these feelings. Yesterday it was just, "Don't eat, and if you do, puke". Now it's "you should fucking die because you're so fat".
I'm going to curl up in the shower and figure out what to eat today, if anything.
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