im sad and out of it. 139 lbs yesterday. i dont wanna talk to my friends. i dont want to associate with anyone unless they understand my eating disorder. cori and robyn are the only ones i feel like talking to.
i want to lose a pound a day and be 110 by the middle of august.
that's what i want.
in october, im going to visit my friends - caleb, kyler, and terrah. then ill probably be going back for a little while with terrah and ill come home by train. i want to be thin by then.
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