is it better to cut myself and see the blood and feel better or hold in this self loathing and helplessness for the sake of my boyfriend
IM SO FUCKING STUPID I SHOULD JUST DIE
what do you do when you hate yourself this much but you cant do anything about it im so gross so gross so gross so fucking gross I WANT TO CUT i cant even talk to anyone at all because im just so worried about coming off as an attention seeker but it just fucking hurts so much to hate myself so hard i just hate everything i am and everything about me and im so stupid so fucking stupid and worthless and lazy and i want to just sleep for a very long time
im just a stupid fucking sex toy i really am just good for nothing there is nothing good about me and anyone who says otherwise is a fucking liar i am worthless i am scum i am the worst kind of person and i should do the world a favor and just disappear completely
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