yesterday was good as far as intake goes. i guess. i exercised. im sore because of that and i havent eaten in like 18 hours but bleh; the reason i havent eaten is because we really dont have any safe foods. ive been surviving on oranges and tuna, and i dont even like oranges; and the tuna is all gone.
boo.
idk what im going to do. im going to eat today yes but im going to put it off for another hour or two.
i weighed myself today. im like... 10-15 lbs lighter than i thought i was, which is awesome but im still not entirely happy because the number is gross. ugh ive been standing in front of the fridge for like 20 minutes at a time trying to deicde what to eat if at all.
im glad im not bingeing and purging anymore like im REALLY GLAD but its kind of embarrassing and frustrating to spend so much time in front of the fridge nearly at the point of tears
i just want to watch studio ghibli movies and play pokemon. :'(
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